The most ordinary and confused moments of our lives are infused with a spirituality if we know how to look. – Kent Nerburn
I’m feeling like a laggard the past couple of days. I don’t know what it is exactly. Struggling with not having enough contract work lined up yet? Missing Robbie, who’s gone to her dad’s funeral? Bugged about not having enough time to work on Real Joe? Worried about finances? Irritated with myself when I don’t make good use of my time?
Maybe I have an unrealistic expectation that I should be ‘up’ all the time, no matter what the external circumstances. It also just occurred to me that I don’t do as well when I’m working totally by myself, like I’m doing with my current contract work. Maybe that’s another reason to get fired up about a RJ radio show. I’d be working with a team of people, both creatively and business-wise.
Oh well, I’ll guess I’ll just stay with these “ordinary and confused moments” and stay alert to what might be going on.